Leaving

This is prob one of the hardest things I've had to do. I didn't get to REALLY see many people to say goodbye to and I'm crying...... but its not the normal tears of anger or whatever...... i'm just sad. and that's the only emotion I have.... i'm not used to it.

I won't see everybody for 3 months..... Its like you live in this place.... that's just a building/campus and all of asudden these perfect strangers are your family.

I'm really bad at goodbye's and it's hard.

If I stayed until tomorrow I could see josh, but I really am all packed up and ready to leave now, plus i am checking out. supposed to hours ago. This is sad and hard

:'(
Why is it so hard, it feels like I'm running away all over. How i felt the day i left, as I drove away from my house thinking it would be the last time. When I moved here, I knew i could go home only 2 hours and see my family. This is different and harder because all these people are going all over the place. I won't see some of them EVER again....... and others I won't see for 4 months........ :'(

I'm going to cry my eyes out all the way home.

I love everyone