Tuesday, May 1, 2007

I swear I'm Bi-polar, cuz here I go sad again

:'(
So I feel as if I have no friends
I annoy Josh
Miranda does seem to invite me anywhere or anything and just doesn't ever IM me
Darrena, lets face it she NEVER calls me back no matter what. and she doesn't have time for anyone, and she's totally been ignoring my IMs today....

everyone else is with their "friends" before summer is gone. and I'm alone. know why.... i have none. I mean people talk to me, but no one just invites me out cuz they want to chill..... NO ONE invites me ANYWHERE....... am i annoying? am i ugly? am i mean? I mean why don't people like me.

My pastor can't even answer his phone. i have no one to even talk to. I'd talk to josh but I "annoy" him it seems. and AHHH :'( we're not acually FRIENDS, he's just nice to me prob. I mean if we were friends he'd invite me out and want to talk to me just to talk not because there is something wrong. He'd want to just watch a movie or whatever, but he doesn't. He prob just feels "obligated" to "be my friend" but isn't really my friend, just talks to me if I need to talk. So now I don't want to bother him so i'm going to just sit here and cry.

Im glad schools over I have no friends anyway

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