So... to my last post. I am not irritated w/ campbell anymore..... i have a meeting w/ the lady... and I wrote her back what I thought....... a slight milder version of the post..... but yeah.
Anyways... Warning...... I am out of it.... I have a cucusion. I can't spell either. I can't remember things very well. so... deal w/ me for now. I want to write how I feel being in the state of confusion.
Well I know Monday I flipped off my chair. I layed there on the ground and everything was black I could hear my radio still. I tried to yell for Al, my suitmate. but I couldn't get loud... it sounded like a whisper. I gave up after a lil bit of trying. I just layed there and prayed for help.... I don't know how long I layed there. I just remember thinking I'd be there all night or forever. I couldn't move. I than hear the best sound I have ever heard in a long time. Someone knocked at my door. It took EVERY ounze of energy to yell come in. she said she heard me but it wasn't loud. Danielle who i don't know very well, was dropping off a cell lab to me for heidi who had just sent her to my room. she found me on the floor. she than got heidi and I don't know who else..... i know the RA and RD but I couldn't see well, I sat up. it was weird. nothing hurt at all. I mean my head. they put ice on it but i couldn't feel the cold. it was weird. they took me to the hospital. I got a CT scan..... and nothing major just a minor cuncusion. But I still can't remember things. like number........ birthday, my seat, my SS#, my phone number, any numbers really. I keep having to look the up. It's weird I forget times and where things are and when im supposed to go to class and such.
It's scary... not being able to think about something you KNOW. I've broken down in tears a few times...... well more than a few. but EVERYONE has been such a blessing. OMG I could not have gotten through this without everyone. People's prayers are so much appreciated too I mean I don't want to leave campbell. I need these people all of them!!!
I mean Heidi stayed the night and woke me up every 2 hours and got me to take meds through out the night. and got me to CUW and find my seat. Josh talking to my instructor for lab. Danielle for finding me!!! She also came to the hospital and I'm going to her lab tonight. that I missed. Jordan and Stacie have been a GREAT help, reminding me where to eat and reminding me of EVERYTHING..... and some made up stuff *cough cough jordan* lol. I know we didn't switch cell phones before I hit my head HA HA. My RA Holly has helped me and my Suite mate oh Al. I love Al. KJ one of the pastors has called me to check on me multiple times and offer me help as well as Jessie. I just don't know what I need.... I'm really out of it. Everyone's been there for me. Darrena and miranda and So many people I cna't even think. Chealsea heard from lawrence who Idk that well. wow things travel fast among groups here. In a good way. I have people praying for me. It's awsome. Dr. bartlett and Dr. metz helped me yesterday some. it's just amazing. I have a Interview tomorrow I pray that I can do well on. I hope I have enough memory back. cuz I don't know the name or person or number to call and reschedual :-(. My mom and dad have been really worried. it's scary that's for sure.
I just pray that God will bless every single person for they're prayers, help, in minor to big ways they all mean ALOT to me. I know I'm forgetting people that I just can't think of. UHH it's fustrating. anyways I have a meeting or something to go to....... i'll ttyl
God.... Thank you for sending a rescuer. You look out for me, Your arms are always wrapped around me and I know that. Thank You Lord
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